Did i make the right decision?

as much pain as you are in, and i do feel for you, you did a wonderful, unselfish thing. you have given that baby chances you probably couldn't have given it ifyou kept it, and you have made a family unbelieveably happy. you are a very strong woman to have done this and the pain will lessen in time. My mom gave up a baby in 1946 and when she died in 1998, she still missed the baby but she knew she did what was best for that baby. god bless you.